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So after a summer of toning my body with my Domme. We decided to change up our play a bit.

A new set of rule for this whole was made. We want all the tasks we do be extreme realistic.

We started full denial play in 2017, we tried some weird stuff, I got to know my limitations better and since the past few years we realised how our play takes our real life’s time.

My Domme likes to implement training and punishments and service that are doable, so She made some changes and here we go again.  

We love dice, so they will be our main routine.

Each month, unless She decide to do something new, we will put my dice set into great use. I got 12 dice from D3-D100, so anything She can think of with the numbers will be interesting.

Each month I will use randomly pick 2 numbers between 1-12. (1=D3 to 12=D100). The numbers will indicate the dices I end up with. 

And because we are very much into denial, the numbers from the dice will be how many days I’m in denial. If say I only got 3, that means the other 27 or 28 days I will on no touch, unless I can beg my Domme to have mercy. But it always comes with a great cause…

All edges has to be done between 10-18 in the day. There has to be at least 15min break between each edge. So if I’m working or in training, it’s going to be very tricky.  If I couldn’t finish all the edges, every undone edge will be 1 min of corner time for practical reasons.

The corner time must be done with Her on Skype monitoring me. I’m to be blindfolded with headphones on so She can command, insult, tease me any way She want.

She will decide how and where I do the corner time.

the bigger number die with be about my denial time, the smaller with edge numbers.

This month I got 5 (=D10)  and 7 (=D20)

D 20 will be throw for the days I’m going to edge without orgasm. I got only 6!!! So many no touch days…

D 10 will be the amount of edges I do in a day. I got 9.

I didn’t know the rules until my Domme sent them today after 18 o’clock!!!!!! Aaargh, it’s never fair play with our Dommes is it?!

It means I have no edges at all today. Which means I only get to touch my pussy 5 days in this month…. I’m so horny just to think about the the empty days. I have been horny all winter because I wasn’t able to do anything due to the fact I was sick.

My Domme orgasm tortured me all day on her last day here on 3rd of December. My clit was so sour for a week after that. But it made my greedy and horny, and I’m not allowed to cum since.

I begged and begged and begged Her on Skype to at least let me have something on my pussy. My Domme decided for the 9 min corner time, She will have me stand tiptoed with my least favourite dildo in my pussy. Also it has to be lubed. I will be able to hear the timer in my ear when time’s up.

I have to open my arms to my side as far as I can, and hold a penny against the wall with each of my pinky. If the pennies or the dildo fell off, or my heal touch the floor during that time, I have to snap my clit 50 times with a rubber band in front of Her and counting each snap.

Of course I failed… My Domme lovingly plays porn in the back ground, I was aroused and wet and lubed and struggling to keep the dildo in me, I don’t know when my legs started shaking and I started sweating (My Domme said it was only around 3 or 4 min in), my Domme started laughing and taunting me which made me more distracted and my heal touched the floor and I dropped my dildo. I was a mess, my bathroom floor was a mess…

The snapping broke me completely. I was laying on my back, with my legs open on the wall, By number 20, I was crying in pain, but the pain slut in me was still aroused. The pace went slower and slower, by number 40 I really need to pee, and my Domme said either I hold it until I’m done, or pee as I snap my clit because She doesn’t have all night (awesome time differences, people…). I lost control of my bladder muscle on number 43, by then I was subbing and peeing and trying to count. I was fucked up and done.

I was in my own body fluids in fetal pose in the end. It took my a while before I came out, and my Domme praised me. I took a long hot shower and feeling fresh and ready for 2020!

I’m soaking wet again writing this down and my clit and pussy is throbbing and in pain at the same time, I can’t close my legs…

I hope your first day went as messy as mine. I hope I can keep posting to entertain you this year. I’m going to sign off and ice my pussy until I sleep.