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My Domme and I will meet again for holidays! This time we don’t have a month only one and a half weeks. But gawd it’s a blessing! I’m heading off tomorrow and will probably again disappear until I have time to write when I’m back home.

But to keep you pervs entertained, I’ll sum up what has happened in July.

I’m using butt plugs as much as I can in July, my Domme says that since we don’t have that much time together, She needs me to be prepared as much as I can before we meet. I was able to handle the small anchor pretty well, so on my birthday, my Domme allowed me to cum with my ass plugged while humping  a yoga roll!! Of course I’m not allowed to tough my clit at all. I can, though, play the plug as much as I want. I had few ruins here and there so my body does know how to cum properly this time. It was a huge one. I don’t remember when was the last time I had one like this. I was screaming even with the balcony door open, I don’t care anymore, I had no dignity. I was clawing the floor, whimpering and moaning and slobbering in my mouth.I kept rubbing the poor roll until my pussy was soar. I was slipping in my sweat, contracting for the next hour… I think I passed out for a few minutes, I came to with my pathetic pussy will grinding and spasming on the yoga roll. I got up after half an hour or so. Still contracting and shaking for a while… After I thanked my Domme, she said that probably will be the last full one this year…

About the butt plugs, I’m still learning how to get use to it. Some days are great, some days it just won’t work. My Domme allows me to rub my clit only if I have difficulties to plug in. Horny makes everything easier and that is a fact.

I was supposed to switch to bigger plugs every week, so by the second week I was on the middle sized plug, but I was not able to get the big one in on the third week so I need to stretch my hole with the middle plug longer. After 2 weeks of almost daily stretch, I can put the big one in with the help of so much lube and edging myself constantly. 

My Domme wants me to have the big plug in when we meet tomorrow. So I’m stretching as I’m typing and I’m making so much typos I can’t even…

Also, my Domme wants me to be Her fuck machine. We do this all the time when we are together, hence all the hump training I have. 

So my Domme can cum vaginally… I can’t. This has been an awesome aspect in our relationship. I’m being tease so much and also had to watch her explode while i’m struggling with ‘almost there but never get there’ moments. Usually she will cum few times at least while playing with me, when I usually cum only once or always barely there… It makes me needy and super horny that leads to denied or ruined orgasms. Sometime to the point I cry and hump in frustration which will requires longer time of after care. And still horny because no orgasm release.

Anyways, back to the holiday plan. So I think either She is stressed or horny, because fuck machine play means I’m fucking Her and sometime I get a bit nervous cause I don’t know if I can satisfy Her.

I have been doing fuck training with a strap-on all July. It’s humiliating when you have nothing on the other end of the dildo. My Domme would send me cock hero vids with different lengths every day and I need to be able to hump as fast as some dude would stroke their dicks. I’m usually dripping from my pussy and slippery and dripping sweat and so frustrated and exhausted, I fell asleep a few times on the floor in my body fluids…

I think I can pretty much keep up with the tempo, my ass is looking good as a side benefit. And I need to sign off.

Happy summer and happy humping peeps.